In her heart, in her mind.
Then in life, she is kind of ...
Don't know what word to use.
At least her husband, children never bored.
She is about 60 now, healthy, funny, all like this.
One time almost got married to a wrong man.
She said, she dated this young man, it was winter, she had no idea how he looks without clothes.
He proposed in the snow, all dates were in the snow,
At that time people had no where to go.
On the wedding day, she had a bit wine to be a bit to be brave and I guess his friends or brothers wanted to have fun...
She almost married to another one.
Non of them became her husband.
She calls God "papa" and "father".
And used to tell me:
Don't worry, papa will fix it,
Papa will fix it.