When I was born, my parents
were studying in university.
I was living with my grandparents and great grandmother,
Until I went to school.
Than they had a lot of marital problems and I was pretty much growing up going to school and spending time at my grandmother's doctor's office.
I have seen for ten years all kind of people, her friends, doctors, nurses, ordinary people.
I never seen my grandmother, her old colleges, old doctors being sad for any time.
Everyone was happy; at least outside.
She said one time: if I am feeling down here in white uniform, a doctor, what will people feel?
They are looking up at me.
Many times it worked out.
I think it became a habit to look always happy.
Now she is in her 90, her friends too,
Old doctors who played with me when I was four,
Are still around.
They look old, but inside shining.
I feel things sometimes, but there's always a crazy though or picture that make me laugh.
There's always bright side.
I was living with my grandparents and great grandmother,
Until I went to school.
Than they had a lot of marital problems and I was pretty much growing up going to school and spending time at my grandmother's doctor's office.
I have seen for ten years all kind of people, her friends, doctors, nurses, ordinary people.
I never seen my grandmother, her old colleges, old doctors being sad for any time.
Everyone was happy; at least outside.
She said one time: if I am feeling down here in white uniform, a doctor, what will people feel?
They are looking up at me.
Many times it worked out.
I think it became a habit to look always happy.
Now she is in her 90, her friends too,
Old doctors who played with me when I was four,
Are still around.
They look old, but inside shining.
I feel things sometimes, but there's always a crazy though or picture that make me laugh.
There's always bright side.
I like simple people, simple women,
Nothing complicated.
May be because I am from getto?
Like people, like yourself, do own things.
Simple relationships:
Where is my fucking soup?!
In the fucking kitchen!!
It's the way you talk.
Games only in one place...
Life is beautiful:)
Nothing complicated.
May be because I am from getto?
Like people, like yourself, do own things.
Simple relationships:
Where is my fucking soup?!
In the fucking kitchen!!
It's the way you talk.
Games only in one place...
Life is beautiful:)
Lady, natural healer said:
People can fix anything as far as they are living.
That only question she asked when someone refer a friend.
She was old, than older, than more strong, more beautiful, different kind of beauty, knew everything about nature and nature paid back...
Blessed by Angel neighbours used to say,
Very warm hands touching face, blessing, smiling, giving advice.
Never give up...
We had her 100 birthday party...
People can fix anything as far as they are living.
That only question she asked when someone refer a friend.
She was old, than older, than more strong, more beautiful, different kind of beauty, knew everything about nature and nature paid back...
Blessed by Angel neighbours used to say,
Very warm hands touching face, blessing, smiling, giving advice.
Never give up...
We had her 100 birthday party...
My grandmother had aunt, mother of 4.
She went to the war in 1941;
Nurse, was the first one who left
home.
Tall, big a bit, Slavic beauty, I saw
one picture.
She left and never came back.
Was hard time, idea was not even to
win, only stop the occupation a bit.
Her children grew up, almost in their
80.
And they talk about her as she is a
young woman, calling her mama like she is around.
All their life they have her in their
mind, what she would do, what she did in peaceful life, even hard to
believe.
They love her,
Would do anything to have her around
just for one day...
They were children when she left, now they are
almost 80.
Worrying accomplishes nothing.
Really nothing.
Papa, as my aunt says, will fix it.
We call God Papa.
He is our friend.
Smile:)
Everything is going to be great.
Imagine life with family, years and years,
Love...
You are very good looking, other things,
Everything will be fine
Really nothing.
Papa, as my aunt says, will fix it.
We call God Papa.
He is our friend.
Smile:)
Everything is going to be great.
Imagine life with family, years and years,
Love...
You are very good looking, other things,
Everything will be fine
My aunts like to watch long movies,
For hours and hours and hours.
After watching 100 episodes of a love movie. ..
Everything was perfect at the end...:)
I was properly inspired and wrote few poems,
Love poems.
My aunts loved it and I went to publisher.
Three men asked me to read some and looked at my notebook and said: is not gonna go trough.
What is this?
Love, sweet kiss?
To her husband? Watching TV together at 9pm?
It was something like:
What's for dinner honey?
Chicken.
Chicken again? Second week?
I am on a page two, it's complicated book.
Do you need help?
Just cut onions.
Dinner is done, dog will finish it.
Do you want to watch TV or go to sleep?
May be TV, how to get in shape.
Why do they always show same fat woman.
I don't think she has a chance.
What is it, four b...?
No! Belly, fat a bit, is it hard to see
I am not looking.
Do you want to go to bed?
I love you.
I love you too.
Let's have a baby.
The publishers didn't like it, said it's boring.
Would be better something more pushing:
What a fuck is this?
(looking at his plate)
Chicken, can't you see.
I see. Why is it fuckin alive?
Why don't you cook, take this stupid book...
Come here...
What you gonna do !?...
Soon we going to eat on the floor ...
My grandmother's aunts and cousins
Were nurses in very difficult time.
Women from old village,
Mothers, sisters and wives
Went against military machines.
They didn't have to, didn't have much medical education
In 1941 June 22 it was two weeks training to become our army nurse.
Many women, mostly young, never came back.
They still went, because sometimes when wind blows to your face, you don't turn back,
You stay strong,
Stand for what you believe,
And then let see, who will win, you or the wind.
My grandmother's aunts and cousins won.
Years after soldiers, old men then, remembered their names.
People who truly believe always win.
For hours and hours and hours.
After watching 100 episodes of a love movie. ..
Everything was perfect at the end...:)
I was properly inspired and wrote few poems,
Love poems.
My aunts loved it and I went to publisher.
Three men asked me to read some and looked at my notebook and said: is not gonna go trough.
What is this?
Love, sweet kiss?
To her husband? Watching TV together at 9pm?
It was something like:
What's for dinner honey?
Chicken.
Chicken again? Second week?
I am on a page two, it's complicated book.
Do you need help?
Just cut onions.
Dinner is done, dog will finish it.
Do you want to watch TV or go to sleep?
May be TV, how to get in shape.
Why do they always show same fat woman.
I don't think she has a chance.
What is it, four b...?
No! Belly, fat a bit, is it hard to see
I am not looking.
Do you want to go to bed?
I love you.
I love you too.
Let's have a baby.
The publishers didn't like it, said it's boring.
Would be better something more pushing:
What a fuck is this?
(looking at his plate)
Chicken, can't you see.
I see. Why is it fuckin alive?
Why don't you cook, take this stupid book...
Come here...
What you gonna do !?...
Soon we going to eat on the floor ...
My grandmother's aunts and cousins
Were nurses in very difficult time.
Women from old village,
Mothers, sisters and wives
Went against military machines.
They didn't have to, didn't have much medical education
In 1941 June 22 it was two weeks training to become our army nurse.
Many women, mostly young, never came back.
They still went, because sometimes when wind blows to your face, you don't turn back,
You stay strong,
Stand for what you believe,
And then let see, who will win, you or the wind.
My grandmother's aunts and cousins won.
Years after soldiers, old men then, remembered their names.
People who truly believe always win.
The most beautiful things
Will shock you clearly in the most beautiful way.
When there is no stop, no may be, no second opinion, no rational thinking.
You just feel it in the most beautiful way...
Will shock you clearly in the most beautiful way.
When there is no stop, no may be, no second opinion, no rational thinking.
You just feel it in the most beautiful way...
The oldest family member I met was
great grandmother' aunt.
She was very old, and I was afraid a bit go to her room on my own.
Usually I would say hi, grab chocolate from the small table and run away.
(All old women used to give me candy, they it makes us more happy).
Then years after people still talked about her,
How she helped, blessed, and the blessing stayed in.
True blessing goes for generations, nothing can touch it....
She was very old, and I was afraid a bit go to her room on my own.
Usually I would say hi, grab chocolate from the small table and run away.
(All old women used to give me candy, they it makes us more happy).
Then years after people still talked about her,
How she helped, blessed, and the blessing stayed in.
True blessing goes for generations, nothing can touch it....
Most of the time people say, forget
it, it's past,
It's gone anyway.
I want to say, take the best from it,
value each moment.
Then learn, don't do what you din't
like ever again.
How many good things have
happened?
Always more.
Sometimes all we need just extra
bright touch.
That's all and life goes on.
My
great grandmother could make healthy anyone,
Just an ordinary woman from village,
Some people thought she was crazy,
Because she loved nature and nature smiled back.
My grandmother gave people life.
Is not even a joke.
I heard a few things about her too.
Me.. I heard that word, but I don't really care,
At least, I can make people laugh.
Just an ordinary woman from village,
Some people thought she was crazy,
Because she loved nature and nature smiled back.
My grandmother gave people life.
Is not even a joke.
I heard a few things about her too.
Me.. I heard that word, but I don't really care,
At least, I can make people laugh.
My
aunt has a gold fish.
She received it as a birthday gift from a neighbour.
First she thought about flashing it immediately,
It will have happy life in the fish tank, but short,
So much stuff to buy, another fishes for this one not to feel lonely.
Then she thought of a wish like a joke and the next day
(the gold fish was still alive,
My aunt was afraid to get rid of it at night)
The wish came true.
I made a few wishes too...
She received it as a birthday gift from a neighbour.
First she thought about flashing it immediately,
It will have happy life in the fish tank, but short,
So much stuff to buy, another fishes for this one not to feel lonely.
Then she thought of a wish like a joke and the next day
(the gold fish was still alive,
My aunt was afraid to get rid of it at night)
The wish came true.
I made a few wishes too...
