When I was born, my parents were studying in university.
I was living with my grandparents and great grandmother,
Until I went to school.
Than they had a lot of marital problems and I was pretty much growing up going to school and spending time at my grandmother's doctor's office.
I have seen for ten years all kind of people, her friends, doctors, nurses, ordinary people.
I never seen my grandmother, her old colleges, old doctors being sad for any time.
Everyone was happy; at least outside.
She said one time: if I am feeling down here in white uniform, a doctor, what will people feel?
They are looking up at me.
Many times it worked out.
I think it became a habit to look always happy.
Now she is in her 90, her friends too,
Old doctors who played with me when I was four,
Are still around.
They look old, but inside shining.
I feel things sometimes, but there's always a crazy though or picture that make me laugh.
There's always bright side.
Smile :)
