Poems,stories and pictures by Irina Mouravleva.
just a thought
My mom, grandmother, my aunts,
Are very simple, all the time:
A..., whatever, will work somehow.
Are very simple, all the time:
A..., whatever, will work somehow.
just a thought
The dialog between grandmother and granddaughter:
Why do they don't like me, jealous, mean?
Who?
The stupid people!
And you want all the stupid people love you? Can you please tell what for? That's kind of stupid too.
Well, I don't know. Is that what everyone wants?
What? Be loved by strangers, everyone who doesn't care on a dime? Isn't it a cult?
I guess.
You have people you love, think, care, trust, believe, never wish to leave?
Yes...
Then make them love you more. That's all the talk.
Why do they don't like me, jealous, mean?
Who?
The stupid people!
And you want all the stupid people love you? Can you please tell what for? That's kind of stupid too.
Well, I don't know. Is that what everyone wants?
What? Be loved by strangers, everyone who doesn't care on a dime? Isn't it a cult?
I guess.
You have people you love, think, care, trust, believe, never wish to leave?
Yes...
Then make them love you more. That's all the talk.
just a thought
Two women, young and old, have early morning talk.
What point in being old? It's boring, nothing much at all?
I am watching children, push them grow, feed, dress, do homework, play. I make them live without sorrow.
Children? Always mess, tears, fights, not quiet place?
I am giving life, love, best requests.
You can't just go bar or dance?
I can, but I don't want, I've chosen to step on bigger road. Without me, where would you go? Would you be born at all?
Okay, okay, mom, can I just go?
What point in being old? It's boring, nothing much at all?
I am watching children, push them grow, feed, dress, do homework, play. I make them live without sorrow.
Children? Always mess, tears, fights, not quiet place?
I am giving life, love, best requests.
You can't just go bar or dance?
I can, but I don't want, I've chosen to step on bigger road. Without me, where would you go? Would you be born at all?
Okay, okay, mom, can I just go?
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old story
My grandmother says that all natural healers, what she heard from her grandmother, have only blond hair and blue eyes, may be because it is bright energy; they have seen or met their Guardian Angel, have the strongest faith in God. I heard myself when the old women were praying, they looked so far away, that people would say, the women were talking to God. They can read the sky, can see pictures from the past and the future, can in one minute make a person fell physically better only with a touch, can change the future by visualization. The help "to get up". And its all just with love:)
old story
When the natural healer touches hands, he gives his energy. And they have a lot of energy, not just energy, positive energy. May be this why we have to stay and be near positive people to feel good. They mostly smile, kind, say: we can do it together. Optimistic, just good people...
where is your dress?
Wife is telling with her mad husband after returning home from the party:
Look, I didn't drink, I didn't kiss another men. I was just eating and dancing.
The husband is still mad:
Where is your dress?
why do we follow the bike?
The wife says: how much the car can be broken if we have to follow this bike for 12 hours?!
just a thought
How to feel young:
Be happy about every little thing and don't worry about every fool.
Be happy about every little thing and don't worry about every fool.
today 2
I going to my girlfriend, the hairdresser. She is back black from Jamaica, wants to see me immediately, probably to clean everything... Have to go get a cake. We always have a party first..
Smile!
Smile!
just a thought
If you think you have done enough,
Ask your life:
Have I done enough, am I right?
Life will smile, may be laugh,
Come closer, are you kidding,
You haven't done much, no,
Go, move on, do what you want, work if you want!
Enjoy me,
Look how beautiful I am:
Look at my eyes, blue like sky.
Black eyelashes, our earth, wings of birds flying high.
Golden hair, the sunrise.
Do you like my white dress, I like snow.
How about my jewelry, thousands rainbows,
And my rain drops earrings...
I dress up for you every day!
Please, don't ask me again funny questions,
Go, move, run, swim, dance, walk, smile, sing,
Love me more, dream, keep living!
Ask your life:
Have I done enough, am I right?
Life will smile, may be laugh,
Come closer, are you kidding,
You haven't done much, no,
Go, move on, do what you want, work if you want!
Enjoy me,
Look how beautiful I am:
Look at my eyes, blue like sky.
Black eyelashes, our earth, wings of birds flying high.
Golden hair, the sunrise.
Do you like my white dress, I like snow.
How about my jewelry, thousands rainbows,
And my rain drops earrings...
I dress up for you every day!
Please, don't ask me again funny questions,
Go, move, run, swim, dance, walk, smile, sing,
Love me more, dream, keep living!
today
We have no electricity again.
Years ago, we had no water and power at night,
From 10 pm to 6 am, everywhere in our city.
And we had to leave but tubs full of water over night, it was a by-law. And used candles, or flashlight. At summer we had dance parties in the park, lighted by giant lights, and people spent most evenings sitting there. This how probably everyone knew each other.
Years ago, we had no water and power at night,
From 10 pm to 6 am, everywhere in our city.
And we had to leave but tubs full of water over night, it was a by-law. And used candles, or flashlight. At summer we had dance parties in the park, lighted by giant lights, and people spent most evenings sitting there. This how probably everyone knew each other.
old story
After natural healer feels the not right energy level he (or she) tries to "take" it, by holding his hand longer above another person's hands. And "trow" it away in the window. You have to blow the air from own hands, around another person, cross him, say a prayer and wash hands after. Some people used to go with very serious things, skeptical, but when they felt better, it wasn't funny any more. So after the person leaves, the natural healer starts to pray every minute until the pray just stops by itself. Old women I have seen, say, it happens when God hears you...
old story
My great grandmother didn't know much how to read or write, she went to school until grade 3. It was normal at that time, her mother didn't even want her to go to school. Only the boys had to go. Still, my great grandmother had people going to her for advise. Same as my grandmother now, young people asking her, telling stuff she has no idea what it is. May be people feel better talking to an old person. She says: Its going to be fine, in 1935 I did exactly the same, see nothing happened,..
old story
One time I watched a program about natural healers. They all had the same ability to make people feel healthier only with a touch. I know only about touch of hands, I have seen how old woman was doing it, she was always right. You feel heat coming from hands in both ways, from a healer and another person. The heats met and healer "reads" it. May be this why talks about everything and everyone is energy. And than hoter the hand, than likely something is going on not exactly right, like fiever shows signs of it. When everything is fine, you don't feel the heat, just warmth or nothing. And at the end you just touch another person hands, kind of slapping it and say that he is okay. And he is okay, always right.
my grandmother's story
For my grandmother's friend who found her daughter 25 years after World War II:
Remember your name, remember your name,-
Mother was hugging scared little daughter.
I'll find you one day, I'll find you one day...
Officer mad, pushing away:
All the children must be deported.
Remember your name, remember your name...
Year after year old mother waits,
Wating her daughter.
One phone call, name and address,
Mother and daughters patiently waiting.
Mother? - she says, - Mother! - she says,
All I remembered "remember your name"...
Remember your name, remember your name,-
Mother was hugging scared little daughter.
I'll find you one day, I'll find you one day...
Officer mad, pushing away:
All the children must be deported.
Remember your name, remember your name...
Year after year old mother waits,
Wating her daughter.
One phone call, name and address,
Mother and daughters patiently waiting.
Mother? - she says, - Mother! - she says,
All I remembered "remember your name"...
its a beautiful day
Beautiful day, the weather is great, I am cleaning my car.
I learned how to drive from watching movies.
I thought you have to jump out from the car if the breaks stop working.
I used to practice driving in circles around buildings and all I pretty much knew, how to drive circles.
The cars behind were honking, mostly I was looking back, hoping the roads would be empty.
One time I stopped in the middle of intersection.
My friends were teaching me how to drive,
And when people wished me luck were saying,
What about the passenger, they need luck.
Then I got "L" signs, put all over the car and opened my eyes...
I learned how to drive from watching movies.
I thought you have to jump out from the car if the breaks stop working.
I used to practice driving in circles around buildings and all I pretty much knew, how to drive circles.
The cars behind were honking, mostly I was looking back, hoping the roads would be empty.
One time I stopped in the middle of intersection.
My friends were teaching me how to drive,
And when people wished me luck were saying,
What about the passenger, they need luck.
Then I got "L" signs, put all over the car and opened my eyes...
today
My aunt called me to Canada, from Russia... all exided.
Some boy, yesterday, after the party, told her, that she has sparkle in her eyes.
She is flying today with a headache..
That's all we need, sparkle, fire, excitement.
Life is beautiful:)
Some boy, yesterday, after the party, told her, that she has sparkle in her eyes.
She is flying today with a headache..
That's all we need, sparkle, fire, excitement.
Life is beautiful:)
old story
It takes only 1 minute for natural healer to find what's not going right. They have heat coming from the hands, one side, if something is not right, feels heavier. Another person can feel if too even without touching. Also the healers can find correct word written on the other side of paper, just by holding the hand above it, can feel it too.
today 5
I just got home from work, feeling great,
Going to the gym soon.
I had a wonderful day:)
Were joking today at lunch,
And one guy asked me what am I drinking?
He said I am funny as hell.
What' funny there? No beds?
I don't need to drink fucking shit...
Speaking about hell.
My father got divorce from my mom on Friday,
And on Monday he remarried again.
Someone asked him,
Why so early.
My father said, if it kind of "helly" here,
May be it counts.
Then I talked to my mom again,
My aunt, she is going out with her new 20 years old friends.
Everyone is perfect,
The day is going great:)
Smile?
Going to the gym soon.
I had a wonderful day:)
Were joking today at lunch,
And one guy asked me what am I drinking?
He said I am funny as hell.
What' funny there? No beds?
I don't need to drink fucking shit...
Speaking about hell.
My father got divorce from my mom on Friday,
And on Monday he remarried again.
Someone asked him,
Why so early.
My father said, if it kind of "helly" here,
May be it counts.
Then I talked to my mom again,
My aunt, she is going out with her new 20 years old friends.
Everyone is perfect,
The day is going great:)
Smile?
today 3
My logo for today: what else I can do for any one?
I did 50 favors already.
Even my aunt from Russia wants something.
She is taking upgrading classes for her occupancture diploma and have to study for 2 months with 20 years old people.
Those motherfackers called her grandma.
She is so pissed.
Probably on weekend won't leave beauty salon.
My uncle said one time, if you can find a woman who likes 100% how she looks,
You can probably find alive dragon...
Smile!
I did 50 favors already.
Even my aunt from Russia wants something.
She is taking upgrading classes for her occupancture diploma and have to study for 2 months with 20 years old people.
Those motherfackers called her grandma.
She is so pissed.
Probably on weekend won't leave beauty salon.
My uncle said one time, if you can find a woman who likes 100% how she looks,
You can probably find alive dragon...
Smile!
today 2
Bisides trying coffee and tea mixed together,
Someone was little bit stressed (not me again,
Thursday is almost my weekend).
Everything is going perfect.
For 3 hours was writing a song:
"In a minute I will make you right,
In a minute you will be all right.."
Talked to my mom and aunt,
They are together today, thinking what to do with all the vegetables and berries we have in our garden.
We have underground water, small tractor, many mom's friends helping and every summer may be 300 bottles of marinated vegetables and jams, no one wants to eat any more.
Sometimes the bottles break, if wasn't cooked properly, and this week my mom is walking with a mop, cleaning and swearing.
My aunt is apgrating her diploma...
Someone was little bit stressed (not me again,
Thursday is almost my weekend).
Everything is going perfect.
For 3 hours was writing a song:
"In a minute I will make you right,
In a minute you will be all right.."
Talked to my mom and aunt,
They are together today, thinking what to do with all the vegetables and berries we have in our garden.
We have underground water, small tractor, many mom's friends helping and every summer may be 300 bottles of marinated vegetables and jams, no one wants to eat any more.
Sometimes the bottles break, if wasn't cooked properly, and this week my mom is walking with a mop, cleaning and swearing.
My aunt is apgrating her diploma...
today1
My mom feels crazy today,
My aunt says she is crazy already,
I dropped oil in a glass bottle,
And a plate, and something else.
I thought its crazy...
For good luck apparently.
Then I thought about one woman I know,
Not me...
Today's topic - crazy women.
Who wants to have a crazy woman?
Where in the bed, in the kitchen?!
No!
In her head!
Where is the sparking eys?
Went to get the sparkling...
Nice...
Have to go...
Smile
My aunt says she is crazy already,
I dropped oil in a glass bottle,
And a plate, and something else.
I thought its crazy...
For good luck apparently.
Then I thought about one woman I know,
Not me...
Today's topic - crazy women.
Who wants to have a crazy woman?
Where in the bed, in the kitchen?!
No!
In her head!
Where is the sparking eys?
Went to get the sparkling...
Nice...
Have to go...
Smile
just a thought
Reading:
A person who goes to bed earlier and wakes up early is an "early bird",
A person who goes to bed late and wakes up late is an "owl".
A person who goes to bed late and wakes up early is a "crazy bird".
A person who goes to bed earlier and wakes up early is an "early bird",
A person who goes to bed late and wakes up late is an "owl".
A person who goes to bed late and wakes up early is a "crazy bird".
my grandmother' story
I asked old soldier:
Were you afraid at least one time?
He said: yes, of course, I won't lie.
I didn't know what's next,
What to expect.
In times when fear was stopping me,
I closed my eyes, and voice inside,
Would push me forward:
It's for the future, you will be fine;
Go, make one step, then one more,
And more, and more...
Now, see, I am with you at home.
Were you afraid at least one time?
He said: yes, of course, I won't lie.
I didn't know what's next,
What to expect.
In times when fear was stopping me,
I closed my eyes, and voice inside,
Would push me forward:
It's for the future, you will be fine;
Go, make one step, then one more,
And more, and more...
Now, see, I am with you at home.
a few pictures
I have been in few big forests. Before old people used to leave a young person alone in the forest, and him from far away. They used to say, that you have to not just know the roads, but feel the forest, become a friend. My great grand mother was in the forest almost every single day at summer, and some places vere just ancient, almost never touched...
just a berry
My grandmother makes jams from this berry (guilder rose). I did a few time, you just boil it with sugar, the simplest, it has some vitamins in it.
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