writing...


The most beautiful things
Will shock you clearly in the most beautiful way.
When there is no stop, no may be, no second opinion, no rational thinking.
You just feel it in the most beautiful way...

 
The oldest family member I met was great grandmother' aunt.
She was very old, and I was afraid a bit go to her room on my own.
Usually I would say hi, grab chocolate from the small table and run away.
(All old women used to give me candy,  they it makes us more happy).
Then years after people still talked about her,
How she helped,  blessed,  and the blessing stayed in.
True blessing goes for generations,  nothing can touch it....
 
Most of the time people say, forget it, it's past,
It's gone anyway. 
I want to say, take the best from it, value each moment. 
Then learn, don't do what you din't like ever again.
How many good things have happened? 
Always more.
Sometimes all we need just extra bright touch.
That's all and life goes on.
 
I was thinking,  how grateful I am for my past.
For the people I met, for the words they said. ..
 
One time I had specially designed fur coat.
Family friends, special gift, one year salary paid for it.
My mom liked it a lot,
She said: now you I look like a real woman.
I wore it at work, to show off and all the homeless dogs in our area
Were barking and following me everywhere for the entire day.
Some man on the street joked,
That may be my coat made from a dog.
After that day I never wore any fur ever again.
 
We had a cat, fluffy,  big and fat.
Thought it was a boy.
Every day would push the cat out:
Go play, see girls, have fun.
Until the day when the cat got pregnant.
And we had a dog who didn't like cats,
Only if you call a cat, she would go back home.
 
Little bit about a little pig we had.
Supposed to be for dinner, special Christmas with family.
Then me and my sister were babysitting him,
Father walked in the park,
Mom cooked three times a day for piggy to gain extra weight.
Now his grand gran... pigs running around.
 
My aunt is a bit abscessed with her weight and round shape.
One time she ordered a super products (advertised on a wall with S+ K= L, swearing words) for getting in other shapes.
Women have few, the best is on someone else mostly in magazines. 
She got by mail a set, nicely packed in a box, 
Plate and spoon with couple of holes. 
 
My parents had a terrible divorce,
I can probably write a book on what not to do.
My was always farming on balcony of our 1 bedroom apartment.
The last thing in their marriage
Was my father getting a horse,
He said it was a good investment.
My uncle, who got animals from mom's farm,
Didn't have a big car at that time.
My father had to ride the horse.
My looked at the window and said "idiot"...
She still remembers that.
 
I have another story.
I worked in police,  long ago,
Less than a week.
Patrolling streets.
Two days before I quite,
Was a big fight on the street, girls.
I had never seen anything like this.
Shocked. I had to call for help.
And I called my mom and she called the police.
I knew than my law diplomas are all over,
Being police officer,  detective was not for me.
 
I have a very good friend back home,
We know each other for a while.
I think we said something stupid at the same time,
In the library.
One day she found a wonderful man,
Her dream.
Then he asked her if she slept with another man,
In the kitchen,  making healthy dinner from new complicated cookbook in the middle of second week.
He was waiting to find out if she is the right one.
Of course, automatically she sad "no".
Right in some way, because once she slept with a pig.
Before the big night, was evening in my house.
We needed blood, were to get it at night?
She mention she forever will be single, then some puppy, going insane a  bit,
Completely in love.
Then I thought what else is red.
Only ketchup and paint we didn't have.
We got a giant bottle of ketchup and wine
From 24 hours supermarket,
I think I was writing something...
Next time when I visited her at her home,
Were was the lovely night, bought cake in shape of white heart, white chocolate cream.
Ketchup was everywhere,
On a couch,  chairs, walls, bed,
Why on his head?
I don't know what would happen,
If she didn't get that night pregnant.
He said, he doesn't remember what happened,
Was sick for a week,  but happy and fully believes.
Now their daughter is big,
And guess her name...
 
My sister is copying me.
Now her husband gets what my son.
Bubble bath, hot milk with honey, no TV after 8,
Massage, new story every night,
Lovely "good night", close your eyes
And go to sleep!
And she is calling him " baby " too.
My grandmother is fine,
Dancing with her balerina friend,
Birthday party...
Free in restaurant after 100.
Mom has to walk grandma's dog,
No one knows when she will be back home.
My aunt is in the gym,
Her second work, every day 5 to 7,
Running,
Weekends all day.
Wants to be 80 ponds like a dog.
My father is watching TV all day, channel for women.
His wife watching him.
And I am going out.