now

I am going for a walk, to the library. ...
Reading books. .
I was thinking should I drive,
Then I have to take J to the toy stores, buy ice cream, then go home because everything is boring.
Without baby stroller we don't have matching interests in the mall any more.
May be book store.
So now I am freezing at the bus stop..
Here is the bus..after an hour.. its Sunday.
And I dropped the change.

Good morning :)

I guess shortly about the most important:
Good mood and happy.
I think one day I am going to force my children to read all of this.
... It was time in my life...
Going between earth and the sky,
Past and future,
I was writing my story...




story

Long time ago in our city
People couldn't go outside after I think 9 pm, 
Mostly due to safety, were labour strikes, no salaries for months, sometimes gang fights on the streets.
For few months like this.
Me and my aunt are walking home,
It's dark, empty, after may be ten, and we are like:
It's so beautiful!
And it was, like right now,
This why I remembered..
It's really beautiful. .





Good night :)


Healthy, wealthy and freedom,
That's the great life.
I was thinking why I was thinking this..
Then I realized I called my father,
It's my Saturday and Sunday routine,
I call back home..
He said he has it all and wishes all as to have..
Something like this..

poem about health

Jaden ate something bad,
Last night was sleepless,
He was throwing up, feeling sick..
Now he is fine, better without a doctor,
Sleeping on my hands all day.
That's the point of the poem.
Stay healthy.

...

Four women are sitting on the bench
And looking very far..
They are like wall, strong.
Whatever I do, I know, I have four women standing by.
The oldest is like winter, white,
White hair, wrinkles on the face, and eyes sky blue.
She doesn't smile much, doesn't talk a lot, she listens.
People she blessed returned from war,
Because her word that means a lot,
I heard, it will be how she says.
Another woman, spring, about something happy,
Few stories, jokes, few smiles
And you are hers, and can't deny.
She was a doctor for almost sixty years,
Everything is going to be fine,
That's all her favourite words.
And here autumn, number three,
Her family was from aristocrats,
All gone with revolution winds,
She, her children, grandchildren don't know anything,
One picture that was left.
Green eyes, auburn hair, fair skin,
Whatever, say what you want, she says,
I was born in freedom.
Summer, the fourth, kind, warm, short and always happy:
My baby, who are a child or grown man,
My baby, no one can touch my baby..
Four women.


Good morning:)


Good night



Today

I was talking to my great grand aunt,
My grandmother's aunt...
She thinks I am some else.
Now is confused with all grand kids, great grand kids, great great..
Great! ...
She believes in miracles, only I think..
We had a fluffy kitten, the owner said it's a boy,
Fine, my mom used to kick out the cat every morning to go see girls.
Then we had three kittens in the morning.
Called our uncle in the village, he had may be ten our cats and the pig..
My great grand aunt was thinking it's a miracle
And my mom was pushing the cat butt almost at her face:
That's a boy, not a girl, a boy..











Today








Today

And I slept on the ice,
It's our winter tradition,
I was thinking, February already. ..
I slept, it's good to be fat a bit sometimes,
Coffee all over my shirt, but I have red lipstick,
So everything is perfect and I am going to do my tax return today..
We were talking about Kanye West,
Thank you Facebook..
I don't know really his music,
No one does here, but no likes,
One option, he is ..
Me?
I simpathase him, because ..married man with in laws,
Many jokes about mother in law, and you have two.
New...
Cannot really sing about other women,
Cars, he has a driver, d..s, we are healthy here,
What else?
Money, may be, 53 without zeroes ..
That people can relate..
In laws, not too many men are smart to have a fight right away and stay forever on a distance. .
Married.. especially with children,
What are you doing on Saturday?
First case, you get a call,
Second you are calling.
Why am I thinking about the in laws,
When it's clearly none of my business,
Because we all know them too well,
They are together,
Wife, ..., music, Kanye...
May be I heard few stories from sons in law comedians ..
Don't know what I am talking about. ..




Today part 3

This morning at work,
People go to me to have a little laugh,
I am kind of sharing my sleepless night story,
My hair unbrushed either,
I washed it, but didn't brushed after,
Some joke comes on mind,
Person use head to stop on the slide.
People asked me,
What do I wear at night?
I said, I wear clothes,
But not socks, sweater and jeans...

Today part 2

This woman has a very open dress,
Open on top..and her I boyfriend, I guess,
Is not looking at it any more,
He is looking at the dog..
My aunt too, her husband bought a puppy 
And the puppy destroyed her living room,
The last was her new shoes,
She told my uncle to chose,
Her goes or the dog goes, 
For a while they didn't talk because he looked at the dog first..

Good morning




My school was one big bribe,
College was okay, I had a reason,
University sucked, because I realized
How much I want to be a detective, lawyer, police officer, it's not for me.
I called my mom instead of calling for help,
We were called for a street fight,
And I completely freacked out..
So I like to read books, mostly online
And yesterday I read in the book,
To go far (not literally )
You need sleepless night.
That what I thought:
Sleepless nights,
Because be honest
I am sleeping like a baby with a baby..
Yesterday that what I supposed to have,
And I woke up this morning in my clothes..




Youth. .Love is.., Turbo, Bombibom..still remember those years. ..



just a thought

I was thinking
May be person becomes old
when he or she  is jealous of other people..