just writing...


 When you say, you are in love,
 Still everything is falling a part,
 Something bothering from inside
 And you have no idea why?
 Because this is not love.
 Love is a beautiful feeling.
 It's written on face and sparking in your eyes.
 This what love is,
 The feelings you can touch and see.
 Close your eyes,
 What do you see?
 Smile!
 Do you see flower garden,
 Apple trees,
 Do you feel wind blows on the grass?
 Look deeper,
 Give me your hand and close eyes.
 Smile!
 Do you see blue sky?
 What do you see inside your mind?
 Remember,
 Love is a beautiful feeling.


Today is a beautiful day,
 Like a lake
 Where does it lead?
 In to a beautiful week,
 Like a river.
 Where does the river go?
 Into the seas -
 Beautiful month and beautiful year!
 Where does the sea go?
 In to the oceans - Beautiful Life.

When you feel "may be"
 When you think "may be",
 May be yes or not,
 See beyond may be,
 Starry sky, baby,
 There is no may be,
 Only yes or not.

Our future starts when we see us in it,
 When the life by itself becomes the biggest magnet,
 When we look in the mirror and will smile,
 When we see a baby and think I want mine,
 When any day becomes the best,
 When happiness never ends,
 When you can say - "I love me",
 Than the future is here,
 The way you want and believe.

How do you know when you're facing tomorrow?
 Only when your yesterday makes you laugh.
 Only when you're smiling,
 Only when you're shining,
 Only when you see beauty with own eyes.
 Look at the mirror,
 Do you see a hero?
 Do you see the person who never give it up!
 Let the past to borrow something that was sorrow; you never get it back.
 Let today be miracle, an amazing, lyrical, make it be the best.
 All because tomorrow you will ask and go for happiness, love, health.

One of the most important what we have
 Is our opened wings.
 No matter who we are and how many times We touched the ground,
 The wings will bring us up.
 Our dreams, hope, desire, faith, believe, love,
 Passion, talent, people who truly care and never let us go down -
 They are our opened wings!

I am looking at the sky and I know,
 May be now, may be far away,
 My father is looking at the sky,
 Thinking about me.
 Just like I am here,
 Thinking about my father.

I always want to write a book for mothers
 And may be change for better their life.
 Never want to say,
 In one important time, I could' ve done something.
 But I walked by, because I was too shy.
 I did believe, gave hope, tried, felt sorry,
 All things that really mean nothing,
 If I didn't push until the end.

It was the first music video
I had ever seen.
My mother got from a friend,
The girls band was singing in English,
Laughing and dancing, swimming in the pool,
I didn't know what they were saying,
I thought, may be:
Life is not what you see,
It's what you dream.
I had never seen so much new clothes,
So much new shoes.
We had nothing even close,
We had nothing to chose.
For me, the song, the girls, the music,
Became freedom, knocking the door.
Life is not what you see,
It's what you dream.
Many my friends started to drink and smoking, 
Went to drugs, could not stop.
Someone stay still in that wondering world.
We were alone after school,
Parents always working,
Nothing to do.
That was forever excuse.
Life is not what you see,
It's what you dream.
I remember my friend gave me
A cigarette and glass of cheap vodka:
Try, you will the the real things.
I tried only one time,
Only one time in my life,
Because that night
The girls band was singing on
Our dirty and empty street,
They were singing only for me,
I understood every word,
Even I didn't speak their language:
Life is not what you see,
It's what you dream.
Don't do it, believe!

One minute on the clock,
One minute.
One minute, please
Step on breaks real hard.
One minute think, and leave,
Forgive them.
One minute change
For better life.

I know what's right
And what very wrong.
I love and I dream,
I smile and I care,
Because my star is
Shining somewhere.
My star, my star,
Fly just for me.
Make me the woman
The best I can be.
Make me smart, funny,
Wisdom and free.
My star, my star
Fly just for me.
Today is the most important day!

Today is the day,
The day to feel love.
The day when I say,
I do great enough.
Today is the party,
Today lots of joy.
Today, do you hear,
We all must enjoy!

Life is great!
 What else to say,
 What else to find.
 Love your life!

The soldiers call you "Sister!" -
Young woman, army nurse.
Because in hardest times
You give your hand,
Because you stand behind
All them.
Your smile, you eyes
Just like magnet,
They force believe,
They force to live.

When you forgive
 Than you forget.
 When more you give
 Than more you get.
 When more you wish
 Than wish come true.
 No matter what
 Believe in you.

I was thinking,
 I can talk to anyone,
 Make them laugh and believe me.
 Make them just have one smile and
 Go from it.
 Like my grandmother, a doctor from a small Russian city,
 Who could talk to a very sick person?
Sometimes without a chance,
 But still made him live, fight and believe in one tiny hope.

Mister Moon.
Mister Moon on the sky,
Mister Moon so high on the sky.
All I want have two wings to fly
And kiss Mister Moon good night.
Good night Mister Moon,
Good night.
Have a lovely, lovely night.
I will see you again tomorrow night.
Mister Moon when you will shine
On other part of our world,
Can you please visit my grandma's home,
And grandpa's, and aunty and uncle, great grandma and many cousins of mine.
Tell I smiled "Good night" and I love them all.
Many kisses to follow.
Good night Mister Moon,
Good night!
Have a lovely, lovely night.
I will see you again tomorrow night.