my grandmother' story (just writing)


My grandmother' story...:

When my grandmother was small,
 She thought her parents didn't love her much at all.
 Because she was a girl.
 And her brother could do what he wanted,
 They would fight and mother was always on the brother's side:
 He is a boy, he is right.
 Then the Second World War started.
 Her three uncles and two aunts went the very first day,
 Summer, was summer again...
 In less than a months papers, almost the same day,
Military mail..
You will never see them again...
 Now, winter, her brother turn, he was almost eighteen years old.
The war is going on and on, further in our lands. 
I have go, - her brother said, I will be back.
I know.
She knew, knew, she wants him back home and there is no chance if he wouldn't be back.
 When many people gave up, when mothers stopped to believe and wait,
 All she repeated: we will win, he will be back, every minute, every second.
 It was not two counties war any more,
 It was her war too.
 And guess how won?
 An old ugly witch war or
 A beautiful young girl?
 The girl who could see places she had never been,
 Who could see faces, who could feel,
 Who could stop a machine gun,
 And change the direction of an enemy tank.
 The girl who stood up against the war, looked straight at her eyes and said only one time:
 "He is mine, don't even try!".
 Who do you think won?
 From an old village far away,
 She brought her brother home back.
 Everyone was surprised,
 Who can go to the war and never be touched once?
 His fellow soldiers thought he was good luck.
 He has medals, he is parents pride.
 They did not know,
 The sister wanted her brother only to be alive,
 More than anything in the world.



June 22, 1941,
 Beautiful day, right after my Birthday.
 I thought, I will have it all, 
I even liked one boy.
 Someone screaming:
 War, war, turn on the radio.
 4 pm, nothing will be the same again.
 Old women crying:
 Oh, my God, oh, my God!
 Sons, why do you have to go!?
Wives asking husbands:
What is going to be now?
 Men getting ready without a word,
 Stone faces: we will be back with victory.
 Took only ten minutes to make huge lines near the school,
The registration started.
 All men from 18 to 55 years old,
 Women, nurses and telephonists
 Must go immediately...
Men and women waiting.
 The next day radios are working nonstop,
 Our leader had the first talk:
 Brothers and sisters we will together stay
 And face our enemy.
We all became brothers and sisters, felt that way.
 Everyone is getting ready,
 All prepared:
 Food, milk, bread, clothes...


 Our army officers walked in school.
 We can see trough the window.
 The teacher leaves, 
 Her son in Grade 12.
 My brother's class and another one
 Called together for a meeting,
 All the girls were told to leave the room.
 No school...
Every boy almost 18, 17 went to the war next day. 
Our country could not wait.
It was so bad.

A letter from my brother:
 Only one time I felt giving up during the war.
 1942, new year,
 Our army was not winning,
 Was not getting a chance,
 No left friends,
 Standing like wall near the capital,
No more road back.
 Only one of thousand could survive after each fight.
 Then it was a new way.
 All the solders and generals were told the same time:
You are men, right?
 Think what would happen if we loose here now?
 What would happen to our women and children?
 They are working day at night, factories, hospitals, farms,
cutting forest, building train roads,
Seven years old children taking your place on big factories.
 Women, sick men left behind, giving us their blood like cows give milk,
 Sending you last piece of bread.
 And they are not giving up!
 What would happen to them?
 Think about our women here,
Standing side by side,
 Who go after you in each fight,
 Hoping only to be on time.
 You are soldiers, you have guns, bombs, tanks,
 The nurses, doctors have only medical bags.
 Think again what would happen to them...
 It was the first day of our victory.


The first happiest day at that war
 Was when my cousin, a nurse,
 Got home for 3 days!
Everyone was at her house just to see
Someone who returned from the war.
 Two medals on the uniform.
 It was December, 1941.
 She had concussion in a battle,
 But was smiling like nothing ever happened:
 You know what,
 I have twenty seven brothers...
 We promised, if we get out after one time,
 We all will be sisters and brothers.


The first two years were the hardest one.
 One day from Moscow,
 Two days from bombs and thanks,
 We stood up strong.
 All young and most of old men were gone,
 Not eighteen still had to go:
 The enemies didn't blew up our cities to say "hello".
 I remember my mother slapped my face first time:
 Ira, don't cry. Keep your tears for our victory.
 My father was working day and night,
 We didn't know he almost didn't eat,
 Kept the bread for me.
 Mother could only ask,
 When she was back from working on the farm:
 If any letters from my brother, what's new,
 If I ate and did my homework.
 Women felt sorry for us, girls,
 No matter what, we had to go to school.
 I saw women pulling metal pieces,
 Digging the dry land,
 Our army needed bread,
 Twice a months a big truck,
 What can you give to our victory,
 We gave everything.
 No way we would let our men go down,
 If we were standing behind.
 We believed...


1943 changed everything.
The enemy realized,
We will stay until the end,
This is our land.
No matter what,
How it was hard being in the army, or
Working days and nights behind.
Word "No" was said.
And we turned from being attacked
Into attackers.
That how we got medals,
Liberated lands, freed people,
Put our flags all across Europe
Till we reached the attackers land.


The war made us stronger,
 Made us fight back harder and harder
 Every single day more and more.
 We would wake up every morning,
 Like warriors.
 What else can we do
 To bring our men and women home?
 Even children, young partisans,
 Said "no" to our enemy.
 We repeated, standing on the farms, factories,
 Building roads, again and again:
 We can, we can, we can!
 Without doubt our fathers, mothers, brothers, sisters,
 Grandparents, uncles and aunts, cousins
 Will be back home.
 War was not a joke, not slap in the face
 It was about life.
 And we were not ever give it up.
 It took four years, but we did it.
 We brought victory to our home!


My brother wrote a letter from the front line.
 It was 1945, May 9,
 The most beautiful day:
 My dear people,
 You are always the one here with me.
 I know when I am alone,
 You are behind and make me feel strong.
 We had terrible fights,
 Even we thought it might be the end,
 We stood, we went again and again.
  No step back, never, no way.
 Every day, morning, night.
 We would go forward again and again,
 Looking up, " the victory" men.
 We did it! We win!


The Victory day,
 Music on the radio everywhere!
 The biggest thought we, women, had,
 The war is over and our men will be back.
 Thin, sick, tired, with gray hair,
 But alive!
 Thank you, God,
 They returned home alive...


I asked old soldier:
 Were you afraid at least one time?
 He said: yes, of course, I won't lie.
 I didn't know what's next,
 What to expect.
 In times when fear was stopping me,
 I closed my eyes, and voice inside,
 Would push me forward:
 It's for the future, you will be fine;
 Go, make one step, then one more,
 And more, and more...
 Now, see, I am with you at home,
Watching my children grow, my grandchildren play,
I was strong for them.


After the war we rebuilt our destroyed cities,
 Rebuilt our burned land,
We started all over,
 We started again, day after day, brick after brick, not just for us,
 Who made it, walked through.
 We did it for people,
 Who covered us, stood up in frond,
 And said: no way I let you touch my sons and my daughters, my home, my peace.
 We rebuilt our land for our children, far away chubby grandkids
to walk and enjoy, love, live, be strong.
 We are the one who can do it all...
For us winning was
 Only matter of time.
 We knew, from day one,
 From the moment we heard the news on radios:
 Nothing ever will stop us.
 We will win, stepping every day
 Closer to the victory.
 Because the last time we lost any war
 Was eleven century.
 Our King at that time,
 Who after won any way said:
 Don't go with swords against our people.


I am always proud of us,
Who said "never I will be a slave".
Who didn't start the war, but
Who ended it.
I am proud of my uncles, aunts, cousins, my brother, my parents, all our people.
Who believed, was fighting back, didn't hide,
Didn't get scared, didn't quite.
Who brought victory to our home.