just a thought

I always tell people to take care of their health first, because I have seen so many people who went to my grandmother, parents as doctors and people who went to the old lady "natural healer" in our village when the doctors said: "no" asking for anything, willing to do all she would say. Its better to take care of yourself before, love really yourself.
A few times it was miracles, 100%. I have seen myself, this why may be I believe. All of them had lost too, this how they learn how to "push" next people. When you give your own cross from your neck, it means you give life. I gave one time and it worked.