Good night :)


You know what I want to say
Feeling good and happy happy don't mean you have to laugh non stop 
It means you have to feel little better than yesterday.
Feeling good :) 



Happy Halloween


okay :)




I was thinking

I was thinking looking at magazine covers,
Reading popular stories,
I was thinking that I want to have normal life.
And you?
Do you want to have normal life.
When you don't need to jump up and down
Wondering what else will come around.
You have home where you safe and being loved..

just one smile :)


now

A comedian is joking on the radio:
If you join organization 
"Doctors without degree"
You can receive one way free ticket to Africa...

just one smile :)

One of the best words ever,
And really you are doing very good:)



...

It was December, few days before the new Year of Tiger.
I had a lot of plans, Moscow, private party,
Mini dress from a piece of brown tiger color fabric with only one button,
I made it myself in five minutes.
High hills, highlights in the hair, money from daddy and a train ticket for me and two girlfriends from the same city.
It would be the first time in my life, party outside of home, freedom.
Then a stupid phone.
My grandmother changed her plans,
Actually her friends changed plans, had to go somewhere and she couldn't find any one who was happy to party all night near TV,
Our normal party, eat, watching movies and waiting for the president wishing happy wishes.
Some kind of tradition.
No one answered the phone except me.
I wanted to go to Moscow so much,
But didn't go.
Every one had fan.
We had a boring part,
Me, grandmother and our almost two hundred pounds dog who finished the food.
I took few crazy pictures...
Next Year of Tiger, my son was born,
And he is a Lion  (Leo) by horoscope...









Okay:)








now

We are having a work party.
Tomorrow is  Halloween and
The story is about cults.
This what we are talking about anyway. .
Once upon time..
My favourite aunt, the one I was living  with for a while..
Met at the end of nowhere,
Close to her new apartment
A few people who promesed everything 
Except I heard money.
Day ago she had a dream to start own massage and accupancure business.
Since she was a theraphy emergency doctor 
It wouldn't be a problem.
And she invited all those people to her house.
The way the were sliding on the couch,
I think it was, 
But because may be it reminded what they wanted to go for or told, 
It was really a blessing.
My mom got the news.
Next minute she is packing my stuff.
All next week my mom brainwashing my aunt from one side,
The cult people from another.
My grandmother goes to a lawyer and changes her will.
Father preparing a space in his new mental institution.
And it was important group meeting,
Instead of promesed praising my aunt, 
As usual she forgot everything and called them a bad word and left slamming the door.
Next day, after praying all night to different religions,
She was at the office early than most beloved members asking for forgiveness.
They called her the same name and slammed the door.
Nice people by the way..
Will delite later
Nice people by the way...




Good morning :)

He is okay and happy :)



Y




Smile :)

Do you know what I realized right now,
Looking at some pictures.
I want normal stuff..
Normal life, being happy,
I want another babies, see I don't hide.
That's my question and the answer.
That's what I want.
Okay, all good.
I am still wearing summer clothes.
Smile :)

:)

One smile for now,
From here we start again.
You are good looking, doing amazing
And everything is going to be great :)


spring




feeling blue

I am not ready for Saturday..



Good night :)










skunk day 2

Jaden still stinks...not a lot,
His clothes, shoes, backpack, lunch box.
And he told his teacher that 
"Oh my gosh, I kissed a beautiful, beautiful skunk".

...








He seems happy :)

That's all..
Nice, right :)