Once (in my one week depression) I looked up to these Russian women and I thought if they made it trough the biggest war why would I be scared of little bit inconvenience?
In one week I went from thinking to run to my mother in tears (or doing few other things) on Saturday morning.
To driving near Jewish synagogue by mistake on Sunday evening and being brighten by their light on the sign and my "inner" voice telling "don't leave your child without the mother".
To going to a book store on Monday. The first book I noticed there was about the wars and I opened it on a page about Russian women during the World War II. And the same day I watched this video.
To winning $5000 in lottery on Friday.
