I used to be

I used to be like women in the world 
Just happy with the little I got.
I followed my mothers steps 
When being free had no sense.
Every day waking up already mad,
Think what else I forget.
Breakfast, lunch, dinner 
And I am in the middle.
Going to work like the best member
Of the best ever racing team, 
But something was shining 
People followed me.
I gave them hope,
At least daily laugh.
Still thinking of not being pretty and smart.
I almost gave up 
I almost blended in.
And I looked at the eyes 
Eyes of the Queen...