Today

Stay forever young,
I mean feel good, be happy.
Like me now..
I am telling ..to myself, alone now,
And not sleeping, have to call grandma..
Well, I call my grandmother almost every day.
Jaden is with his grandmother.
I am alone at home and I am going to,
How to say, explode or give up,
Feeling happy,
That's from my great grand mother.
Is that gift for me,
The pictures. .
My youth, my dreams, that life,
Now, I think I am ..thinking sometimes..