A few lines - I used to be

I woke up every morning a mad,
Thinking what else I forget.
Running to the kitchen, was washing tons of dishes
Like it was a cult.
Getting ready in five minutes,
Driving to school, then work,
An hour drive I made in 10 minutes...

I used to be shy,
And felt like a slave of what others think or what they might say.
I tried yo be friend with people I didn't like, 
I lied to myself, believed it was fine. 
One second before I fully blend in, I looked at the eyes, the eyes of the Queen.